Alone/ alone and all all alone

(This poem was written by a close friend of mine)

And once I knew a certain someone
Who stood alone/ alone and all alone
And though he had many a friends
It always looked like he was making amends

And once I knew a certain someone
Who stood by corners all day long
And when the night would stir along
He would sing his woe-filled song

And once I knew a certain someone
Who saw right through a persons lie
But what the others didn’t know
Was that his was lie that would never show

And once I knew a certain someone
Who conquered all that he came across
But little did he know just then
Someone was coming to conquer his den

And do once I knew a certain someone
Who believed in all but him
But when she came passing by
He was elated but didn’t know why

Once I knew a certain someone
Who smiled at every word I said
But possession took the better of him
And guilt but filled him to the brim

And once I knew a certain someone
Who took his last breath and cried to me
‘I loved to the I could
And gave you the best of what I am’

And now I know certain someone
Who stood alone/ alone and all all alone
Thinking many may come and many may go
But this dream will live on forever

And so now I know a certain me
Who’s under a mask that no one can see
But little as they know I’m alone as can be
Alone, alone all all alone and the world to see
Now I know a certain me
Whose just as alone as me

- By Mukta Jayanth Kumar

Revert

My armour
Has lost its shine
Gone are the days
Of glory untold

There used to be times
When one was missed
But now it changed
When you ain’t even known

The charismatic figure
Has sunken itself
To become no less
But a Charlie in himself

They came
Time and again
For a glimpse
And away they went

But those were the days
When they could not
And to come none at all
Was indeed rare

So here I am
My chaplet dethroned
None are gone
Yet I stand alone

For my armour
Has lost its shine
And gone are the days
Of glory untold

Beginning the new year with a BANG

Well, each of you must have had a rather fun filled arrival into the new year. Me too had something similar, just underlining the fact that the bang was with a pedestrian who did not know how to cross the street. I picked up my friend from her place just a few moments back. And then we were on our way to do some birthday shopping. On the way in a complete 90 degree turn, i went and crashed into a guy. And then his hand was run over by a car tyre. They pulled the car back. And i was in my full fury. The guy was shouting at me, as if he did not know to cross at such interjunctions and that too when cars were moving from three different directions. But being as i am, i took him immediately to the hospital, dressed his wounds, gave him injection and even took him out for a drink. And also took him back to his place. the guy was not able to argue with me after this. I think he understood his mistake, and said, "Thank you", while i dropped him at his place. Sometimes i think this world is not completely lost of humanity. But there were his friends waiting for him at his place. I told them that everything was solved between us, and the guy himself restrained them from coming towards me. And then i sped of, knowing of one fact - i was actually hurt, and if i did not lie with my head tilted upwards, my nose would surely start bleeding. And here i am at my office, sitting before writing this live news staring up at the ceiling for almost an hour. So, folks, crackers did not do it for me, a broken nose, a show of respect and some birthday shopping still pending creates my new year start.

To Love Or Not To

Relationships are quite difficult to handle. Instead of being held onto a relation, it is better that we appreciate our singleness for the moment. I thought the other way round for the past few days, but after a very good talk with one of my close friends, i've understood better and i think that i am beginning to enjoy life after all. There are so many places to go to, so many people to meet, so many things to do. When you are committed to somebody, it might be a tad too little difficult for you to do all these things. In one way or the other you have to be in a relation later in a life. Why spoil all the fun as of now. One should look forward to living life at it's best and with the liberty that you have everything to look forward to. There should not be any constraints no matter what. Maybe you might regret later in life, asking - "What the hell was i doing when i should have been single?". So better not make yourself ask that question.

Maybe You Loved Too Much

Some people love so much that they expect something back for all the love they've got. Before i go on, i would ask each and everyone of you to let youreslves know that love is better given than received. It is better to love all, than to be loved by none. I hope you get the meaning. Everyone has their approach for life. And i warn you people - if you expect the expected, then you are bound to be disappointed. Expect the unexpected, it will help you from the initial shock. Some say that one does not need to let the other know that they love you. They make you feel so. It's true. But the point is - don't worry about what you get. Give your love as if it has no bounds. You get, then you are lucky. You don't, then better still. At least you've made yourself love someone. You get to be a better person. A much better person. And if you fret that someone ain't loving you - then you are wrong. Maybe it's only because you loved too much and you are expecting the same back. Love all, but don't make the world say, "Maybe you loved too much".